Bad Ideas That Seem So Right
I might as well be blunt. I've got myself a fuck-buddy for the summer.
We'll call him FB. Problem is, I am starting to really like him and I can't tell if the feeling is mutual. I mean, I obviously know that he likes me in one certain respect, but as for the others, I don't know. I think so. Maybe? I'm told that I'm generally likable.
This is the very same guy I mentioned a few weeks back who I ran into on Lincoln Road (see post on "Fumbling Towards Destiny"). Destiny kicked me in the ass last weekend and got things started at a mutual friend's birthday party. I had the Scottish courage going (is there such a thing? I was drinking Scotch and smoking $1.29 cigars from 7-Eleven while I played Texas Hold 'Em ... and lost). He drove me back to my new apartment, conveniently located about ten blocks from his, came upstairs, and ... (a lady never divulges her secrets on the Internet ... but yeah like I'm a lady!).
But things are going well, much better than usual, probably because there is no actual "relationship pressure" or some such nonsense. He's easily the one of the cutest guys I've ever been involved with and I'm quite certain this will end badly -- how could it end any other way? With my track record of recent years it seems fated for a bad end.
But you never know. Maybe this time I'll get lucky -- literally and figuratively.
posted by Danya @ 8:27 AM
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I guess this means no more talking about your Blog in public because FB might find out about it.
So you have now found yourself where every girl doesn't want to be. You tell yourself that you can get into a "FB" situation and that you won't be a girl about it (i.e. emotional) - but then, before you know it, you are having images of kids and marriage...or at least a date that doesn't involve the entire night in bed (or on the floor...couch...well use your imagination).
Well I don't blame you because you forgot to include one very important part of this story. He was nice to you. There was a real conversation, a sleep over, a phone call, an offer to help move things. How can he expect this to stay in FB status when he isn't a jerk to you?
Oh wait, girls like jerks. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
Yeah, there has been no mention of the blog lately. And I stopped giving out the URL weeks ago ... I think like three people actually read this thing.
And he was REALLY nice to me last night. And today. And he seemed kind of blunt on the phone the other day and I got upset, but last night when I was kind of blunt back he recoiled a bit and said, "Was I that blunt?" He seemed surprised to hear that the answer was yes.
So maybe it's more? Maybe it's just what it seems. But he really has been much much much nicer than a lot of guys I've officially dated.
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